xdeadmemories

Have just made a very big decision that will change just about everything about my life as it looks right now. But while I am pretty much scared shitless I am also very excited about what the future will bring. I mean at this point I can do pretty much what ever I want. Don’t exactly know what that is at the moment so I’m going to try what ever comes my way.

I had to make a few sacrifices for this and esp. one hurts more than the others but I know everything will be ok. This is something I need to do for myself. And right now that’s the most important thing. I need to feel good. I need to feel ok.