In shock...
So these past days have been… well I dont really know how to describe them. First I was sick and then the chaos with the subway, I’m glad I was sick then. But nothing compares to the news I got on Tuesday. Something that turned everything upside down and it has been in my mind constantly since I found out.
People all make mistakes in life and I will never judge you for what you have done nor will I stop caring. I wish there was something I could do for you some way to show you that I care, that there are others that do and that we are worried. We want nothing but the best for you and we want you to get the help you need.
At the moment I cant talk to you and there is no way to get to you but when the time come I will be here.
Have seen now how horrible the media really is and how they twist things and take things out of context. How they judge and make their own assumptions of things. And it all just triggers others that continue with the slander. How can people be so cruel? Humans are horrible, what is wrong with people? What kind of twisted minds and priorities do they have? They judge all but never stop for a second to look upon themselves. Nothing is ever good enough; just want more and more and more… greedy filthy creatures!
But that was not the point here. Just worry for you so much right now and I hope that you do no do anything stupid. You are too good for that. It could just has well have been me. You spoke words I never dared to let escape from my lips. You expressed feelings I keep hidden deep inside. You wrote about thoughts I will only keep to myself.
You are special and you are uniqe!!
I know this entry might seem confused and a bit messy but that is how I feel right now...
