No easter eggs this year...
So once again it’s be ages since I updated. Bad me! But a lot has been going on and a lot has happened.
I decided it was time to stop and I have now put my company one ice. I no longer work at the salon and am officially unemployed. I know there will be some people that will gloat and go ahead have as much fun as you want. I am doing what feels right for me and I’m moving on in my life. It won’t be easy but I am feeling better and that’s what is important. I’m thinking about me for once.
Have to put my health and my own happiness first.
So am looking for jobs at the moment. Might end up moving during the process. I’m looking for work in different places. I might adapt very well to my surroundings but have realised that I am not a big city girl I long for the peace and quite that the country side can offer. I miss how people treat each other better out of the big city. I hate the shallowness that is everywhere in the big city.
And I hate what it does to me and how I react to it.
Only time will tell what will happen…
I will not fully give up on the nails, hair and c. tattoos. I have a few friend that I will still “work on”. But on a whole other level. Might even regain my enthusiasm and love for everything again. The same it was 10 years ago when I started.
I have a few friends supporting me in my choice and it is to them I turn when things get to hard. It’s amazing what you can learn about friends in the time of need. People that say they will do anything for you and always be there just simply disappears but then you find that others are standing strong and give you the support you so much need.
Easter was a calm holiday find I don’t really celebrate it that much since the family is so far away from each other. Although it would have been good to go down to Spain for easter and have some fun times with my parents. But that will have to wait a while…
